I am very much aware that the title of this entry is quite vague, but let me cook! A few years ago I had this physics teacher the last 6 months of high-school: the guy had two PhDs and he knew so much about philosophy and shit, we don't talk about the rest of his career lmao; but one important lecture he gave to us before exam period is the intrinsic significance every human has based solely on thermodynamics. He told us how each and every one human has an infinitesimally small chance to be born as the person they're, down to each DNA strand. Each philosophical lesson he ever gave us made me always think deep, about how I wanna be a smarter person myself, about how I wanna pursue my ever going dream of being a more knowledgeful person. That talk in particular personally hit me the most, I feel like people out there don't think about everything in their surroundings too much, to be totally honest I don't really blame them: philosophical shit isn't everybody's cup of tea and not everyone has that much time to think about this bullshit lmao. But what if you were, from a personal prospective I'm someone who thinks a lot in general, however stupid it might sound spending time with myself so much leads me to think about everything that surrounds me in life and the meaning of it.

FUCK! I got caught up into shit that is not the main conversation of today. Anyway, do you ever think about how crazy it is that the universe is literally infinite! Or at least theorised and whatnot, again not the argument of this entry, we not talking about that branch of science. It just amazes me that out there, if you believe in different parallel universes and shit, these can differ by the slightest things that don't even affect us: one universe can differ to the other by literally the position of one electron. But let's scale down things a little, planet Earth: even the place where we all live in is pretty massive for our minds to comprehend, even imagining a thousand people in front of you can be quite difficult unless you ever had a thousand people in front of you before. But recently I was having a conversations with some friends, I can't even remember what about, but I remember that it made me think a lot about the fact that there is basically 8 billion people on this planet, and it is fascinating how we all just exist at the same time: what blows my mind even more, and it is the reason why I wanted to bring all this up, is the fact that we are all different. Again, yet another concept that the human mind can't really perceive, the fact that not only there is a person on the other side of the world living a life that you cannot even imagine living on a daily basis, but this could also literally compare to the life of someone living down the road to you. Everybody has that little something that represents them, their own personality, not even that, let me bring up intrinsic value again: whatever the meaning of life out there is I just know it is different to everybody, because just like each different universe, the lives of each different human being can also differ by the slightest. Yeah, there can be people who would literally copy someone else's personality, but they will never be that other person, let me emphasise my fucking point.

The more you think of it the more it blows your mind in my opinion, I usually think about this when I'm on the road or I'm taking a flight, I just see a house out there and think about people, think that there is a completely different universe living in there.

And don't take this for granted, this can be applied to anything, living creatures, but also the planet itself. Let me bring another concept forward, see what I'm doing here? I've really gotten into travelling lately, I haven't travelled much, but the desire is always growing. Your life can completely change based on where on this giant spinning rock you are, I really wish to visit the salt desert in Chile one day, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like to walk across all of South America all the way to NYC, but for obvious reasons I can't do that. But think about that concept only, that entire journey would completely change the way I would live the rest of my life, why? Because I explored one of the infinite routes I can take in my life, and everybody is doing so as well. Now this yeah it absolutely links to the concept I was talking about before, but this "journey" of life doesn't have to metaphorical, it can be quite literal just as I described with the trip I want to take.

I know, I could expand on today's topic way more than I did in this entry, but at this point I guess you get the point, and also I had quite a shit day, nobody's is reading all this shit anyway, and no I cannot be bothered to publish this tomorrow because I told myself that I will write this and publish it today with no reason at all, so enjoy I guess :)

Good bai for now, poposwag.