*cricket noises*

Every time I'm showering, I block my ears with water just to get the satisfaction of them unblocking later on. This surely cannot be safe, but why would I care?

Anyway, I didn't forget about the blog, it's that my life has been so uninteresting lately that I can't even think about something to keep myself entertained even. All I do basically is just work in the morning and if I'm not doing other shit for work in the afternoon I'm just in front of screens...which also cannot be healthy, but I don't have any free friends at the moment, so not my fault hehe. I've started watching The Sopranos recently, and honestly I'm still in the "started" phase, because after 10 episodes Squid Game 3 came out and in these past few days I was catching up with YouTube. Yes, I am very aware that I am chronically online, and all of this does not affect my real life the slightest,,, but trust me it does, I grew up chronically online and I don't really care about your opinion, because at least I acknowledge all this and I am able to life in my real life as well (I am actually schizo). If you want me to put a few words down for the new Squid Game season: I know that a lot of the things to talk about in that show are symbolisms, for example "What do the drawings and the writing on the 'dorm room' walls mean?" or even "Why do the actors look spotless after spending days in the sea with the worst weather conditions? Is it all a Korean beauty standard thing???" but all I gotta say is that it wasn't a bad ending in my opinion. I do think that some parts were a bit rushed, it could've been written better such and such, but it's not like I could've personally wrote it better myself, still found it A-Okay.

I made some bread yesterday, my very first time, and let me tell you it is not that fun and jolly. Yes I was very very happy with the result: got 8 great buns, and because I'm a dumbass and I will always eyeball measurements I did end up with too much dough, which was later used to make 3 pizzas, simply because I didn't need that many buns all at once. Honestly, I haven't had freshly baked pizza in quite a while, it was really great. Usually we just buy bases or those fresh grocery store ones and throw them in the oven, but the whole situation did make me reminisce of when I was a child and my mom would make them more often, now simply nobody is crazy like me and kneading dough after a tiring day of work. Let me tell you something, because that's what ruins everything, kneading dough is not fun at all: it's sticky at first, you get all messy, you get so fucking tired, and on top of all that I'm standing doing it, if you don't know I got a quite bad left knee and if I sit down I cannot knead properly. Holy shit it is so annoying, but the result is quite satisfying, honestly I'm 99% sure that it's gonna become a weekly thing, simply because I started with the intention of not buying bread, more specifically buns just in case, and making it is cheaper.

I got nothing else, close this tab, go to sleep, no matter what time of the day, no matter what situation you're in, you need to catch up on some sleep. Got nothing more for you, not in a bit,,, give me a couple weeks and I got some real interesting shit for ya.

Good bai for now, poposwag.